What It’s Like to Direct Your First Adult Film (When You’re Also Starring In It): Part Three
Editor’s Note: Maddy O’Reilly is an adult film star making her directorial debut in “Maddy O’Reilly is Slutwoman” by Elegant Angel. We asked Maddy to keep a diary for us during filming so you could read all about her experiences. Here is Part Three. Read Parts One and Two.
Today is Day Three of shooting Elegant Angel’s “Maddy O’Reilly is Slutwoman,” and I am up in the mountains surrounded by wilderness. There is no one around except for our tiny crew, no running water, and no bathrooms—which won’t matter. If I run into a bear or a big cat, I’ll just shit my pants. But the day is beautiful, and I’m thrilled to be shooting outdoors. The scene finds me wandering off the campgrounds in search of wood only to find it in the hands of a big, strong mountain man I happen to have the hots for. Turns out he likes me too! He hangs me from a tree before making sweet love to my anus. Yes, it’s exactly like a Nicholas Sparks romance novel.
After scouting the area, I find the perfect spot for our scene. The tall trees provide shade and look strong enough to support me, while the nearby patches of poison ivy will add to the movie’s danger and suspense (oh, no, will they fall in? Is there Calamine on the set? What’s going to happen?) The wind is pretty strong, but we’re hoping it’ll die down by time we start shooting sex. In the meantime, my co-director MimeFreak sets up the tree I’ll be dangling from. Derrick Pierce plays our mountain man. I like Derrick because he brings the right mix of menace and hotness to the role.
This is the only scene in “Slutwoman” where I get to be completely submissive, which is how I am in my personal life. I’m a very giving person. I naturally submit because I want to do everything I can to please my partner, even if that meant getting tied to the bedposts while he binge watches “Game of Thrones” on HBO. When I think “submissive,” I think of the ultimate pleaser. It’s who I am. That’s why performing and co-directing this movie has been such a growing experience for me. Dominating in sex scenes and making creative decisions, and sticking by them and fighting for them, is very stressful for someone like me.
But… I haven’t backed down! I’ve embraced all the challenges. I’ve stepped up and feel great about it to the point of almost breaking into a Kelly Clarkson song. That said… today, I get to let go. I get to feel vulnerable—tied up and helpless. I will become a sexual object. I love that. The minute I’m hoisted up the tree, I feel a rush of adrenaline. I’m excited. Derrick manhandles me, swings me, shoves my panties in my mouth, and eventually drops me to the dirt to have coitus… butt coitus. If I was worried about the wind being too loud, not so much once Derrick goes to work; he’s got me screaming like a twister!
When the scene’s done, my body is begging to crash, but I’m too eager to see how it turned out.
I watch it on camera and… it looks intense! How can my butt take that much punishment? I can’t believe it’s me. It’s as if I died during anal and am watching from the afterlife! Well, at least I went out doing what I love, and not just slipping in the shower or something embarrassing. But, wait, I’m not dead. There’s one more day of shooting left! Suddenly, I don’t feel so tired anymore. I feel kinda horny. I’m such a slut!
Until next time, Bros. Follow me on Twitter @MaddyOreillyxxx.
[Photos by Jeff Koga]