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The trials and tribulations of 42-year-old Britney Spears are seemingly never-ending.
The mother of two, who hasn’t performed since 2018, has pretty much spent the past five-and-a-half years not doing much more than chronicling her life on Instagram. Now, in her latest post, she claims she has nerve damage.
Earlier this week, TMZ reported, “Britney’s mental health has been in a tailspin since the conservatorship ended. They say she often is not taking the meds that stabilize her, and she is drinking and using various drugs which is especially dangerous, because she has substance abuse problems that sent her to rehab multiple times.”
The most recent incident involving Spears saw her barefoot in the parking lot of a hotel holding on to a pillow and blanket after police were called when she reportedly got into a loud altercation with her boyfriend Paul Soliz, a convicted felon.
Britney Spears’ most recent bizarre social media update came in a lengthy, since-deleted Instagram post on Wednesday.
“I try to do 30 posts a month … I used to do 12 a month … so people can kind of understand why I work so much!!!” Spears wrote.
“There was a time when I was held in a spot against my will for a very long time … well to be honest I haven’t really been the same since.
“I kind of thought that because I stopped doing IG as much back, then like 7 posts a month, they thought I wasn’t working hard enough so ever since then I’ve been working harder!!!” Spears continued.
“But the thing is I realize now nothing was wrong with me !!! I portray myself as very together on IG but there are a lot of people who don’t know what my body physically went through!!!
“I’m not here to be a victim, I’m here to express that even though I did a book about my experiences, the trauma is still there and probably will always be.
“It’s extremely deep and to my knowledge, all I can do is do the best I can and know it’s okay to be upset some days or not be okay and that’s something I don’t feel like the world has allowed me to do,” Spears added.
“I feel bullied and it’s not fair to me … all I can do is try to be awakened by prayer that connects me to a loving manner not made of fear or threats, but by trying to forgive the people who made the right side of my body have serious nerve damage to where I can’t even think sometimes,” Britney claimed.
“I have to be the bigger person and forgive my own parents … but that’s extremely hard!!! I will do my best and let it go and not let others down by my anger.”
That Instagram post was followed by two more since-deleted videos of Spears completely naked in the ocean with the caption, “Thinking of getting injections on my a– to make it fuller like that.”
Britney Spears tried to explain in 2021 and again last year why she posts so many nude and nearly-nude photos and videos of herself. None of it really made any sense.